can you realate to this?

awareness becomes more and more subtle
you are seeing what was already there all along and are impressed
then, an entire new field of stuff is revealed that was always there but it is the first time you've SEEN it
and then, you notice that there is an argument going on in your mind and it is and has been causing tension and then you notice that it is an argument between two non-entities about a non-issue and it disapears along with the tension

yup, here, too.

Since you mentioned tension - one cool trick Tarin mentioned somewhere is to try to figure out where I'd feel the relief if the tension was gone.

Cheers,
Florian