"it's a wonderment" -- Kenneth Folk

Palabra!

It is all a freaking wonderment.
(Kenneth-do you remember that movie from the 70s in which Cliff Robertson played one of the James Brothers and he kept saying "it's a wonderment")

I'm at what if you are mapping things must be equanimity and life and fate and myself are just here knowing that i'm being consistently heroic at being consistent and knowing that this process will proceed in it's own time. Though I am sitting quite a bit less lately and fooling around a lot more while off the cushion.

Sometimes I can write and talk and think and come off like I'm getting somewhere but the truth is --- I'm suffering and I'm heavily invested in Mike Monson so nothing has changed.
It's a wonderment.

(though no doubt my capacity for both pain and joy as well as fascination with reality is AMPED)

I'm also playing around with a technique that has a simple core teaching at how to learn how to reduce the level of this moment's suffering.

Here, here!